Haha! I almost didn't give ANY claps, my Queen, because I knew 50 would be totally inadequate. Did anyway. I have studied this, off and on - mainly off, for a number of decades. As You know, I had a very negative period of self-reflection. For a long time. Having passed through that, I'll tell You what my purpose is, for my life: It's to get my SUBCONSCIOUS Self to be totally, completely, and ABSOLUTELY COMFORTABLE, living in my own skin. I find peace and joy in that, in my own Way.